Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Can I egg his boat?

Well I haven't been this peeved in awhile but I am so mad I could hurt someone. Preferably, I would like to hurt the person who has caused my friend so much pain. I don't care what anyone says, the way it all went down was childish and cowardly (on his part not hers). You can't expect relationships to not involve any work...and quitters get nowhere. So I hope he is having fun in Nowhereland and Quittersville. I hope it is lonely and painful. I guess its the fighter in me that makes me so angry or maybe its that I feel guilty for not seeing it coming and for not being able to protect my friend from this pain. I have seen her go through a lot of shit and ever since we were 17 I have wanted to prevent her from being hurt again.

Maybe I will go buy a few cartons of eggs and mess up his boys toys. Nah, not worth the time so I will just close my eyes and imagine the look on his face instead.

As for my friend who I love...Don't ever give up hope. The right one WILL come around. You have to be open to love to find it but don't rush anything. You WILL be O.K! Your kid WILL be O.K. And you are SOOOOO Loved!


At 9:38 AM, Blogger anika said...

Thank you Jen. I love you.

At 11:12 AM, Blogger Bobo the Wandering Pallbearer said...

Egg his boat, Jen. You didn't hear that from me. But yeah, seriously, do it.


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